Awhile ago something happened.. Not many know about it and I struggled…
I used this event to write for my personal statement to get into Business School and I did have to tweak the story to make it fit the situation. The way I originally wrote it was all over the place and confusing, since at the time I was still figuring it out for myself. It had to be clear and concise. Knowing that my advisers were the ones reviewing my application, I had to be prepared to face them if they asked.
And today she asked… She wanted to know how I was and how I’m dealing with the situation. I never gave it much thought, I never confronted the situation, I just told myself that I’m done and ready to move on.
Talking to her made me finally believe yes it’s true, I’ve moved on. The selected few that know, don’t bring it up, don’t make it feel different, sometimes don’t show concern when facing the person but that’s the way I want it. I don’t think about it much anymore. Before I would be frightened, I would stand in shock, cry at the very thought.
Thinking realistically, so what? I accept it and I’m moving forward. I’m slowing moving past it and I live life fine.
That’s all that matters to me now, I’m living life fine.